Bound & Determined
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Mike put me through a variety of poses, which he shot from different angles. After about 20 minutes and a lot of pictures, he called a break. I stood up and did some yoga stretches while Mike went over to the table. I was feeling pretty good about myself. I liked this posing; I found it relaxing and it took my mind off all my little problems. It was also easy work and I would be well-paid for it. Then Mike came back holding a pair of handcuffs.

"Whoa!" I said, my voice tremulous and heart pounding. "What are they for?"

Mike saw the fright in my eyes and he spoke to me very gently. "They're only a pair of handcuffs," he said. "A prop."

"A Prop!" I nearly shouted. "I thought a prop was a vase or a beachball. I didn't sign up for anything sick like this."

"There isn't anything sick about it," he said calmly. "Many of my clients like to see pictures of women tied up or in bondage. What's wrong with that? No one gets hurt. Here. Take a look at these."

Mike went behind the cameras to a cabinet in the corner where he picked up a photo album and brought it back to me. It was filled with pictures of beautiful women bound and gagged. Others were in chains or wrapped in plastic or tape. I was shocked. I put the album down and rolled my eyes up to the ceiling in disgust. He suggested I look at the models' faces. I reluctantly followed his suggestion and re-opened the album. This time I looked closely at the pictures and I saw that none of the models showed any real pain or fear, although some were obviously acting. No matter how these women were restrained, they didn't appear to be under actual duress. Many of them had beautiful smiles if they weren't gagged, and if they were they still didn't look unhappy. As I leafed through the album a third time I realized the models actually seemed to be enjoying themselves. After I put the book down, I realized my body was less rigid than when I had first picked it up. I turned to Mike and stared at him.

"I'm sorry, Cathryn," Mike apologized. "I thought you understood about the pictures I sell, but I can see I should have been more explicit. I'm not trying to pull a fast one on you. There's just been a misunderstanding. There's nothing for you to worry about; I'm a legitimate businessman. Look, if you don't want to do this, I'll pay you for the time you've already put in and you can leave now."

The mention of money plus his business-like manner made me pause and I started to think that maybe I was being hasty. Mike believed Irma knew I was with him; I was getting well paid and this was just a business. After some more thought, I dropped my shoulders in surrender and said, "OK, Mike. Go ahead."

Mike smiled and reached for my left wrist, which he locked within a shiny cuff of steel. A rigid steel bar joined this cuff to the other one in which he locked my right wrist. The key for the locks hung from Mike's key ring. Following his directions I lifted my bound limbs in supplication to an unseen "Master;" I stretched my arms over my head to display my "charms;" and I smiled gamely when I playfully tugged at my manacles.

 

cath0402.jpg (44432 bytes) As promised, Mike didn't "mess" with me even though I was at his mercy. He just told me how to pose and took pictures. Involved in his work, he was oblivious to me, although I was oblivious neither to him nor to my position. Clad in flimsy garments, I was manacled and barefoot in an empty warehouse in a desolate area, following the directions of the man who held the key to my freedom. I had never been in such a helpless position before in my life.

Something was stirring deep inside me. Pleasurable feelings rippled through my organs. I knew it had something to do with the handcuffs and costume and everything, but I didn't know why. I only knew I was feeling more alive, more vital, and oddly enough more powerful.

A flight of whimsy invaded my spirit and I felt like a child dressing-up for Cops-and-robbers. It was Saturday morning, and I was the damsel in distress from the cartoons. I delighted in my new character and became very involved in my poses. Alas, time flew, and I was disappointed when Mike called for another break. Mike unlocked my fettered wrists, and I took the cuffs off myself and laid them on the table. Then I knelt on the fabric-covered floor and lowered my body until my thighs rested upon my calves. The weight of my body pressed the more sensitive parts of my lower reaches against the backs of my feet. This was uncomfortable so I shifted my bottom slightly until it Achilles tendon on my right leg was nestled snugly into my inverted canyon.

As Mike was resetting his camera he said, "You're a natural, Cathryn. You're not only pretty, but you really put yourself into your poses too. You've got a knack. You could do well as a model. Think about it." I was already thinking about it, but probably not the way he was.

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